Where am I going?

Today has been such a long day where I've just had to think 'where am I going in life?' I just feel at this moment in time my life has stopped and I'm going no where in life. At college I feel like I am constantly being judged and that I'm not good enough for anything. I need a job or some kind of motivation. I don't even think I can have university as a motivation, doubt I'll even get accepted. Just on a downer today, hope I feel better tomorrow! 

Here is a picture of me in Ibiza, a much happier time in my life.