New Years Eve

Happy new years ever ;)

I'm going to start by saying I'm so sorry I've not updated! I've been really busy :( I've been at my dad's looking after my little brother and their wifi just hates me :( I can hardly ever stay logged on for longer then 5mins :( awful I know... But that is Sky for u ¬_¬ 

So anyway, I got home from my dad's about 5pmish I didn't wake up till gone 12! I was well sleepy, my little brother did try wake me but nothing can wake me when I need my sleepy! :) I woke up had a beautiful shower got dressed and played with the little beast :) I had to dress him as I do when I'm at my dads, and it took like 40 mins to dress him because he was fighting me off! But I WON :) I wouldn't give in, wouldn't let the little beast beat me, I'm the older sister I'm dressing him! lol

Once I got home I sat with my mum and chatted for a while and from then I've been in my bedroom in the dark the only light I have is coming from my Laptop and TV. I've been a bit depressed, I forgot to take my medication to my dads so I've gone two days without it... I don't really feel any different from normal! I just feel depressed as I always do... If your wondering why is she on medication take a look on my other post about "the real me" :)

Its 9:25pm right now, just wish it was 1.1.11 because I want a new start, I'm going to change this year no doubt, joining a gym, cutting out all the junky foods, doing my beauty making it 100% my life, I'm going to find a nice lovely boyfriend this year and treat my family well... Well my mummy well :) 

I'm watching Big Momma now! I love love love this film, more than anything, never fails to make me smile :) I'm going to have a bit of a ramp now so if you no like it... Bye <3 I know this ain't for all my readers so go if you don't like it okay? get it? got it? good :)

Eastenders

So who watched Eastenders today? I did and I'm highly fucked off about it!! :@

This whole Ronnie storyline gets right on my fucking tits!! FFS Ronnie FUCK OFF!! God clearly don't want you to have children you freak! Imagine if this was real life, really who in their right mind would walk over to a "friends" house and steal their baby? 

1. where was all the blood on Kat's bed when Ronnie walked up there?

2.When did Kat or Alfie dress the baby in that outfit? Last time we saw it it was on the side next to the bed!
3.That was the first time Whitney has been selling baby stuff

4.The outfit was way too big for a "new born" 

5.the baby they used was the same baby for both girls! Unless they are twins

6.I swear Ronnie's baby had some dodge foot or something?

7.why would Ronnie leave her baby with no blanket in this weather? Did she expect her child's body to feel like they are in the summer? BUT A DARN BLANKET ON THE 1DAY OLD BABY!!

8.I swear your not allowed to take the baby out for a while! Like you can bring baby home but u shouldn't be out walking a new born baby because they are like puppies, anything can harm them... The littlest thing can harm a baby and make them ill!

9.The doctors would be getting sued to high heavens if they left the afterbirth inside me! 

10. I know it is only a TV program but common make it look real!! You have fully pissed me off this last week Eastenders!! 

FUCKING BRING BACK STACEY! KILL JANINE, BRING BACK BRADLEY, KILL LAUREN OFF OR SEND HER AWAY, SEND IAN BILL TO THE MOON AND SEND HIM OFF WITH WHATS HER FACE... GLENDA IS IT? YEAH HER! SEND THEM TO THE MOON, BRING BACK THE OLD BEN AND STOP THE CONNER AND CARAL THING IS SICKENING!! FML I'm fully mad right now !!

GOOD NIGHT